I haven't been talking to you for a very long time.
It's CNY now. I have a love-hate relationship with festivities - they allow me to take a breather but remind me of how deprived I am.
While everyone is doing their visitations I am home studying, unproductively. When I start my own family, I'll make sure I establish the best home for my kids to enjoy.
Sigh. I know my life is cushy but my family is such a broken one. & I have to keep lying to make things less awkward for everyone. Sometimes I just don't want to care anymore.
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